Hello!
Back again for another story..
The past few weeks had been quite emotional for me. I noticed that I would easily have mood swings and would isolate myself from others because I'm overwhelmed.. Do you know what's the reason?
I'm upset because I'm too hard on myself. The thought of having a good process or journey makes me feel better but last month was hard for me because I didn't reach my target within the estimated time and it took longer than expected..
Working in sales is fun, honestly. I love making money and seeing numbers everyday tapi dia ibarat hang masuk ke lubuk penderaan. Hang tak cukup, hang akan kejar angka yang hang nak tu tak Kira apa pun.. benda ni sumpah draining gila.
Aku sampai tahap fikir nak berhenti kerja, balik Kedah balik, nak isolate for a few months but I did think it through before doing that. Kept my head up and moved forward walaupun penat.
Forced myself to smile and have a positive mindset like before.. apa aku perasan, instantly, your mood becomes better. As they say, fake it till you make it.
Apa pun, esok ticket MCR dah nak jalan. Aku takdak bajet nak pi sebab sudden sangat depa nak menjual tickets pun. Bayang Gerard Way waktu muda dah la, dengaq lagu guna headphones ja.
Mula dah mengarut but whatever.. I got that out of my chest about what I'm feeling..
Moga baik baik sahaja buat ibu bapaku, adik beradikku, anak anak buahku, rakan rakan, diriku dan juga kamu :))
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